All I want was something simple which I’ve had been complicating over years and years, God can’t stand me anymore. I got tired of pretending and just let it go… things got out of control, of my control…the only thing i want now is to fly away. Sometimes I close my eyes and imagine I’m with God and He is comforting me of all my sorrows, but soon i have to open back my eyes and the reality knocks back on my mind reminding me of all things I have to do.
No one cares, not even I care. God cares, but He said I could do whatever I want of my life he wouldn’t interfere…I gave my life to God the same amount of times got it back…Because I knew I could manage my life much better than He could…guess who was wrong? again…
When am I finaly going to understand pills and sorrow wont take me anywhere? I need Help, i really do. God can’t do nothing because I won’t let Him get close to me. I want to live…I want to be normal, I need to fly away, to go away, to be away…
I wish I could pretend a little more, but my days of pretending are over… now i got into the deep stuff…
Hi, my name is Camila, I’m 29 years old and need my life back.
